13. Blood In, Blood Out.

How was the action of diseasing and disordering all things of our holy effort of creation a direct benefit for these agents of disease?

In my own experience I associated the act of placing auditory hallucinations upon me from these as yet unknown beings with the act of depressing me.   The act of making me less able.  Depression of my intellectual power and demeanour was in aid of what?  Obviously not the empowerment of my soul, it was not for its strength.  What was the result of a weakened soul?  Maybe people drank or smoked more, but I didn't believe that tabacco companies were responsible for putting voices on people, and the expense seemed ludicrous, I even turned over the revenue versus the opportunity cost of inserting bad habits and not productive technology instead.  The idea nullified itself...  I mean if you changed the number of smokers backwards in time, why wouldn't you change the entire economy instead?!   No the source of this affliction was not politically of my own world.

So the act of disease weakened the soul/ body connection.  The attitude of those beings responsible was alien and foreign to all who lived in the earth.  Then I began to think of all the different ways that people are depressed from their potential and highest spiritual strength.  I quickly realised that the variegation of depressive actions against the peoples/creatures of my world was vast.  I soon came to believe that everyone and everything in my world was affected to some degree by depression of their potential ability.  Whether it was the elephant man or an executive who couldn't repair his internal organs...  Whether it was a young girl who couldn't dance, or couldn't eat properly, a horse who couldn't lead the herd, a plant that couldn't survive...  All the beings in my world were in one way or another affected by some force.  A force I believed to have exposed itself to me as a real and separate dominion of being, carving out some kind of gain via the political science of causing depression against the agent of creation, Us.