My journey of discovery had begun. I realised that perhaps not always but certainly in part the origin of auditory hallucinations and the agent of disease, were dependent on the technology of a particular kind of disease generating soul. These souls had a discernible agenda, that I hunkered down to figure out.
As an historian, I did not believe that the pyramids etc were proof of the advanced technology of ancient peoples. Where people like to theorise about alien involvement, I think of masses of elephants shifting stone. I think of masses of labour and mega-carpenters like Noah from the bible. You don't tell your apprentices stories like that without something to back it up!
I did not believe that any previous culture in our geological formation of evolution had flown off into another dimension and decided to become the agent of disease. To me I was certain there was another explanation for the existence of an advanced technological society, so alienated from creation that it's political science had generated a dependency on being the agent of disease. Disease and disorder go hand in hand, as a political science I could see that the activity of disease was directly related to the experiments of nazi scientists for example.
But what did the agent of disease actually get by disordering all of humanity, all of nature? What was the agent of disease gaining by its action? In my case an answer came fairly laterally, the act of mental disease was linked directly to depression. To render the soul of the sufferer less able, less strong than they would otherwise be. So the question became what was the agent of disease actually gaining by depressing the souls of mankind?
In turn I saw all activity of disease in terms of depressing the souls of my own world. Depression and weakness were the tactic, but for what purpose? I couldn't see how it was some kind of nutrition, although I later realised that there was a political psychosis involved in the strategy of the agent of disease that was somehow, psycho-tropical albeit in a perverse and mal-formed way. It had to be some other form of acquisition. I thought and thought about it and in time the revelation came to me, I believe either from God, another party in the multiverse or as a result of my many years of thinking about it while being exposed to it directly.
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